I’m tired of being single

I’m tired of waking up by myself. I roll over and there’s plenty of room next to me; there’s no one waiting for me in the kitchen.

I’m tired of eating breakfast alone. I turn on the TV so there’s some noise while I make my food. It’s not conversation, but it’s better than silence.

I’m tired of having things happen during the day and having no one to tell when I get home.

I’m tired of being a third wheel. Or a fifth wheel. Or a seventh wheel. I act like it doesn’t bother me when we’re all hanging out, but really, it becomes just another reminder that I’m alone.

I’m tired of people telling me that they don’t understand why I’m single. Other people, they say, it’s easy to figure out why they’re alone. They’re mean or angry or have no drive.

I’m tired of people saying that they’re sure I’ll meet someone who’s wonderful and smart and more beautiful than all of the girls I’ve dated before. And then, they promise, I’ll be so happy that nothing else will matter.

I’m tired of seeing a movie, or some other event that would be a lot of fun to take a date on. And then just not going.

I’m tired of my friends telling me that the last girl I asked out…the one who turned me down…isn’t good enough for me and she’ll regret it someday.

I’m tired of hearing that another one of my ex’s is getting married. Or engaged. Or is in a serious long-term relationship that seems to be “heading somewhere.”

I’m tired of coming home after work to an empty apartment. I don’t get to discuss the day or ask anyone how their day was.

I’m tired of cooking for one. Which usually means I make too much and either throw the rest out or try to freeze it. But then I have no one to remind me that I have leftovers, so it just goes bad anyways.

I’m tired of unwinding by myself. The couch isn’t nearly as comfortable without someone to cuddle with.

I’m tired of going to sleep alone. It’s clear that only one person has slept there. And only one person will sleep there again tonight.

I’m tired of being single.

Note:

I found this on the net and I felt as if I wrote it and then forgot I wrote it. But, the truth is that I didn’t write this at all.

Don't You Love Me Anymore

Oh oh
I thought I'd see you smile
When I walked in the door
Thought those arms of yours would be open wide
The way they were before
Why do you look at me
Like I'm some stranger now
Why do you pull away
When you used to hold me so tight

Don't you love me anymore
Have your learned to live your life without me
Don't you love me, anymore
When did the fire go out
Where did the feeling go
Did it slip away when I wasn't there
Baby now I've come home
I thought you'd want me babe
I was so sure you'd ask me to to stay
I thought you'd need this too
Guess it didn't work out that way

Don't you love me anymore
Have you learned to live your life without me
Don't you love me anymore
Darling
When did the fire go out
Where did the feeling go
Why do you pull away
When you used to hold me so close baby
Don't you love me anymore
Have your learned to live your life without me
Don't you love me anymore
Don't you love me anymore
Have your learned to live your life without me

Song By: Joe Cocker

A Kiss

A kiss…

Def: Is the touching of one person's lips to another place, which is used as an expression of affection, respect, greeting, farewell, good luck, romantic affection or sexual desire. The word comes from Old English cyssan "to kiss", in turn from coss "a kiss".

Biology and evolution

Anthropologists have not reached a conclusion as to whether kissing is learned or a behavior from instinct. It may be related to grooming behavior also seen between other animals, or arising as a result of mothers premasticating food for their children.

Kissing allows prospective mates to taste and smell each other's pheromones for biological compatibility. Women are subconsciously more attracted to men whose major histocompatibility complex portion of their genome is different from their own, leading to offspring with resistance to a greater number of diseases due to heterosis, and thus having a better chance of survival.

Non-human primates also exhibit kissing behavior. Dogs, cats, birds and other animals display licking and grooming behavior among themselves, but also towards humans or other species. This is sometimes interpreted by observers as a type of kissing.

The physiology of kissing

Kissing is a complex behavior that requires significant muscular coordination; a total of thirty-four facial muscles and 112 postural muscles are used during a kiss.The most important muscle involved is the orbicularis oris muscle, which is used to pucker the lips and informally known as the kissing muscle^. In the case of the French kiss, the tongue is also an important part. Lips have many nerve endings so they are sensitive to touch and bite.

Health benefits

Affection in general has stress-reducing affects. Kissing in particular has been studied in a controlled experiment: increasing the frequency of kissing in marital and cohabiting relationships was found to result in a reduction of perceived stress, an increase in relationship satisfaction, and a lowering of cholesterol levels.

The attributable actions of Kissing

One needs to understand that as such actions inherently within us, there as been developments into understanding the different actions that have come to be associated with kisses; ranging from the blowing of a kiss to an intimate touching of lips with respective individuals. A show of emotions have come to be associated with this form of actions; from communicating ones affections to relaying one's understanding of what the other person might be feeling deep down. Understanding this feelings alone perhaps draws on many historical events, documented stories, written out journals on all types of behaviours that allow for kissing to take shape.

Note: I wanted to share what a kiss is from different points of view…

Someone asked me a couple of days ago why I don’t like to kiss while I’m in bed with someone; my answer for that was… “I don’t like to kiss unless the person in bed with me will be my partner… ”

Some people will laugh at me and say that what I think is stupid but is actually what I feel I can’t change that, surfing through the net I found this …

"I will not kiss you unless an emotion compels me to" has always led the subjective mind of every individual. Take which ever stance you might prefer to take, kissing definitely can be linked to all kinds of studies been examined through anthrological studies of what we perhaps need to sustain ourselves.

My lips are sealed, I won’t kiss unless I feel something special about a particular person, someone that’s will move every inch of my skin, that special someone. I’m not afraid to use my lips. I just don’t want to share that w/ anyone.

A kiss can also be a double-edged sword; you can either fall for someone because of it or someone can fall for you, anyway the results are always the same, one will end up hurt.

Kisses, use them wisely cause you’ll never know if they can be someone’s weakness!

Source: Wikipedia.com

SMILE!!!! :)

I´ve been feeling a bit blue lately; part of it cause I used all my energy on something that it will only bring me sorrow. Whenever I feel sad or depressed I do different things to snap out of it, shake it off, things like listening to some good music, watch a good movie, read a book, go out with my friends, be surrounded by people that love and care about me.

These past 7 months have been hard on me but there’s always someone that surprises me andchange my mood with only one thing … and that’s a smile! J

I want to thank all of those that tried to comfort me many times and in many circumstances, today I just want to dedicate this post to the smile, cause when you smile or someone smiles at you everything seem to be better, our soul shines or our faces lid up, so keep on smiling to theworld, never forget that there’s so much to live and is never as dark than when is about to bemorning!

P.S: I love my family; thank you for always believing in me. My great friends that are always on every step I take, my precious baby; my dog Nicolas cause even if he can’t smile just with a look of his eyes and I know what I need to know and I hear the words that cannot be spoken by him.

Thank you for everything!

MOM!

My Lil Bro!

My Auntie!

My Cousin!

My other cousin!

My friend!

My other friend!

Myself!