September 25, 2008

I thought I knew love ...

I've had different experiences regarding love and in many of those I thought I was very in love and that I had found the love of my life, the truth is that none of them were real and I've found myself realizing that I was just a kid and I didn't know what I was talking about and I was confusing infatuation with love. 

Then I met this person who treated me like I wanted, who was physicaly like I wanted and had all of those things that I thought someone had to have in order to be THE ONE! ; well ... Let me tell you that I was completely wrong about the whole thing. This Idol if you wanna call it like that, all it came to do in my life was confuse me, hurt me, play with me and took what it needed from me and left me without anything not even the pieces to pick up to and start again. 

One day I decided that I've had it! So I started to go out and having fun again; I was being who I use to be when I was by myself and I was dedicating time to my family, my friends and most important ME!, WOW! I couldn't believe how good it felt to be me again without any regrets or holding back on anything that I thought or said. Life is fucking Ironic and some times it takes this crazy turns and takes you completely out of the road and send you to another path. Then you find your way back to it and life sorprises you again with something that you never knew it could happen; I met someone that I always liked but that rejected me before cause we didnt know each other that well, we started talking, hanging out making out ... We got together and had a few dificulties down the road but we knew how to complete the other and we supported and loved each other and now here we are still together, against all odds and lots of people that thought that we couldn't make it and even us thought the same at one point of the relationship. 

Babe looks like we made it, look how far we've gone, just look at us still holding on, still going strong and everyday that passes by I love you even more; you're the only one that I want to kiss, the one that I want to be with, the one that I want to make love to, the only one I want to look straight to the eye and know that you're the one and I'm glad we didn't listen to them, just look at what we'll be missing.I know that eveything is not perfect forever and that we are just humans and will make mistakes; but I want us to trust each other enough to be able to talk about everything and work out anything that might come together.

Another chapter of my life, another risk to take, another chance to be happy, you are worth it and right now I wouldn't take that risk with anyone but you ...




I LOVE YOU BABE!!!





JPablo MarĂ­n B.

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