Happy Holidays!

First of all I want to greet all my readers (if there’s one at least jejeje) my great friends, my family and those that where my inspiration for the things I write.
I started this blog last year back in August posting some of the things that I wrote in my journal and then as the time passed by I kept on posting new things every once in a while until the blog became kind of my journal online.

I will keep on with this blog for as long as I have the necessity of expressing myself on writing like I always do and for as long as I have motives to do so. These words of mine that I expose here; they all come from deep in my heart and all the stories are based on my own experiences and also things that I like and that represent something to me.

Right now that will be all and I have nothing else to say but thank you for everything, to each and every one of you that are part of my life. Have yourselves a Merry Christmas; enjoy with those who you love and also have a Happy new year!!! (Don’t drink too much though! Lol)

XOXO JP Marín B.

It's Xmas Bitch!

This is a very special time of the year for most of us and since Ms. Spears is my favorite obsession and I’m sure is the same for some of you; I wanted to post some of Britney’s moments for Christmas time so we all get in the mood!

ENJOY!!!

1st It's Britney's song " My Only Wish This Year" wich include lyrics to sing slong with her:

Then we have her 1st appearance in for Christmas at the Rockefeller Center singing "Silent Night". (Personally I think that she sings like an angel in this presentation)

Britney's Xmas Commercial for Pepsi Blue:

After that we have The Christmas Time with Britney; she is presenting us some of her fragrances to give out for a perfect Xmas present:

Then we have the lighting up the tree at the Rockefeller Center in NY, this year:

This Year Ellen DeGeneres invited Britney over to celebrate Xmas a very special way and as usual Ellen Make us laugh like no-one else so here it is. I hope you like it and laugh your asses off as I did:

Here’s Britney’s message from her official website to all of her fans thanking us for making Circus N.1 album and wishing us a Merry Christmas.

I hope you enjoyed all of these videos and now here’s a lil present; our beloved Britney Spears in some of her funniest and dorkiest moments:

Two Way Path!

Love; your cruel but honest
You gave me power and weakness

You’re tender but rough at times
You're sweet and sour

Love; the most beautiful word you’ll ever know
And the biggest lie you could ever hear.

You make me whole; you complete me
Numb, empty, cold and shatter without you.

Love; you’re brave, strong and passionate
Co-dependent, weak and obsessed in your absence.

Your magic, sun-light, happiness and truth
Disappointed, dark, sad and smothered when you’re gone.

Love; you’re music, rhythm and beats
Quiet, silent and blue while you’re away

Innocence, laughter, joy and gladness you make me feel
Aching, deceiving, lonely, restless and selfish with the lack of you

Love; can be many things and as it gives you the sensation of flying without wings, it can also crush you dawn with no soft landing.

Love; can be the heaven on earth but it can also drag you to hell.

Be careful who you trust your love to; be careful who you let in

‘Cause Love is a two way path!

JP Marín.

I DEDICATED MY HEART TO YOU, REMEMBER?

1.Sailing
Christopher Cross
http://www.lyrics007.com/Christopher%20Cross%20Lyrics/Sailing%20Lyrics.html

2.Vanilla Sky
Paul McCartney
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/paul+mccartney/vanilla+sky_20105570.html

3.Fast Car
Tracy Chapman
http://www.lyrics007.com/Tracy%20Chapman%20Lyrics/Fast%20Car%20Lyrics.html

4.Just The Two Of Us
Bill withers
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Just-the-two-of-us-lyrics-Bill-Withers/F0D7981C044E27D648256C31002C7E30

5.Directions

Josh Rouse

http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/vanillasky/directions.htm

6.Chasing Cars
Snowpatrol
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/snowpatrol/chasingcars.html

7.Me Muero
La Quinta Esacion
http://www.planetadeletras.com/index.php?m=s&lid=128123

8.Somos Novios

Andrea Bocelli feat. Christina Aguilera
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Somos-Novios-lyrics-Andrea-Bocelli/4EE73A2649E205EA48257155000756F6

9.Have I told you lately

Rod steward

http://www.lyrics007.com/Stewart%20Rod%20Lyrics/Have%20I%20Told%20You%20Lately%20Lyrics.html

10.Never Be The Same
Christopher Cross
http://www.lyrics007.com/Christopher%20Cross%20Lyrics/Never%20Be%20The%20Same%20Lyrics.html

11.I'll Be Over You

Toto

http://www.lyricstime.com/toto-i-ll-be-over-you-lyrics.html

12.Para No Decir Adios

La Quinta Estacion

http://www.lyricstime.com/la-quinta-estacion-para-no-decirte-adi-s-lyrics.html

13.So Amazing
Beyoncè
http://www.lyricstime.com/beyonce-so-amazing-lyrics.html

14.Can We Still Be Friends?
Todd Rundgren
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/todd+rundgren/can+we+still+be+friends_20138338.html

Britney: For The Record!!!

"I sit there and I look back and I'm like, 'I'm a smart person. What the hell was I thinking?"

Britney Spears' life has been filled with speculation and scrutiny over the last few years. In "For the Record," a documentary that aired on MTV on Sunday night, the pop singer finally opened up about her life in the spotlight. "I have good days and I have bad days," she said in the special.

"Sometimes it's too much."

In the special, Spears talked about being a mom, her public breakdown and her breakups with Justin Timberlake and Kevin Federline. "For the Record" also provided a behind-the-scenes look at her return to the pop scene as she worked on promotion for her album Circus, which included video shoots for "Womanizer" and the title track.

Explaining her breakdown, Spears said that she had let the wrong people into her life. "[It was] a really bad time in my life. ... I'm not gonna sugarcoat it and say I was OK," she admitted. "Maybe I had traumatic stress. I just remember I did not want to be at home. When I was in my car, I was driving and I was going somewhere."

Despite the hard times, the singer said she tries not to let them get her down. "Normal is different for everybody," she said, later adding, "It could be a lot worse. There are people out there who have it a lot worse than I do."

She also admitted that even though her life seems hectic, what with constantly being surrounded by assistants, handlers and the paparazzi, "I choose to be a happy person. If I have a bad day, I get angry with myself."

Britney's dad, Jamie Spears, and her longtime manager, Larry Rudolph, were also featured in the documentary, as well the pop singer's mentor, Madonna. "I admire her as an artist," the Material Girl said, adding that she sees a lot of herself in the young singer.
But Spears isn't just a pop star, she's also a mother to her two sons. And they are the people in her life that help her hold onto her faith. "I see my babies and say ... you have to believe in God," she said. "How can these two babies be here without there being a God?"

At the end of the documentary, she said she hopes people understand that she's just like anybody else. "I love what I do. I love my babies," she said. "And I work really hard." She added, "It's weird. You can see the cruelest part of the world but then on the other side you see the most beautiful part; is like you go from one extreme to the next and their both worth it cause you couldn’t see one without the other. But the cruel part is dam cruel and you never forget it, But that heaven is heaven ... so it's like I've been to both places."

In order to stay on that beautiful side, Spears said she's avoiding the people and things that hurt her: "Now I try to avoid situations from the past that may threaten me. ... I go through life like a Karate Kid."










If you didn't have the chance to see the documentary or if you want to watch it all over again, here's the link for MTV's website (HQ videos):



http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/322847/britney-for-the-record-final-countdown.jhtml#id=1600472

Crying

I was alright for a while
I could smile for a while

But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say hello
Thou you wished me well
You couldn't tell
That I've been crying over you
Crying over you
And you said "so long"
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying,crying, crying, crying

It's hard to understand
But the touch of your hand
Can start me crying

I thought that I was over you
But it's true, so true
I love you even more than I did before
But darling, what can I do?
For you don't love me
And I'll always be
Crying over you, crying over you

Yes now you're gone
And from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying over you



- Roy Orbison

Would You Please Let Me Know?

I know we haven't spoken for a while but I was just thinking about you and it kind of made me smile, there are so many things to say and I thought I could put them in a letter because it might be easier and the words might come out better.

I know I probably shouldn’t be telling you this but there are so many things I will like to know the answers to; like why did we let our love die, was it me, was it you, what did we do to kill it, did you ever loved me, was I just another one along the way, do you love someone else? I just wish I could press rewind and re-write every line of our story.I've been trying so hard to get you out of my mind in so many ways but it’s not getting any better as each day goes by. I feel lost and confused sometimes and the nights are really rough because loneliness can be your worst enemy when you have a heartbroken.

I know that you are doing fine and I really didn't mean to ramble on this again but there are so many feelings that remain since you've been gone; I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me by now but it seems there's always something right there to remind me of you like a stupid joke or something on the TV. Sometimes when I hear a song that reminds me of you I get that same old feeling and my heart just aches so badly and I wish that I could press rewind and turn back time to have you in my life again.

I still keep all of your pictures and I stare at them every now and then to try to remember how it felt when we use to be together, I try to erase the way your kisses taste but something like that cannot be forgotten that easily, they way that you used to touch me, look at me, your smell, your scent, your skin and those eyes that I could stare for hours and get lost in them.
Now that you’re gone waking up is hard to do and sleeping's impossible too, everything I do and everywhere I go it reminds me of you, it’s harder everyday and I feel like I've lost my equilibrium, my pride and my life because you took all that was left of me.
Why did you heal my heart when it was wounded, why did you fill it up when it was empty, why did you bring me back to life if you were going to kill me again?

Yes indeed, I'm alone again and here comes emptiness crashing on me. So now it's just another lonely day and I wish there was something that I could say or do to make you come back to me, I can resist anything but the temptation from you. Yesterday seems like a lifetime ago, because I held you so close in my heart and now you grow further from me with every fallen tear of my eyes.

I guess that now is too late to realize our mistake we're just not right for each other. Love has slipped away, left us only as friends and we almost seem like strangers, all that's left between us are the memories we shared of times we cared for each other. There's nothing left to do but go our separate ways and pick up all the pieces left behind us and start over. It wouldn't have worked out anyway; maybe someday, somewhere along the way another love will find us. In the mean time I will keep crying for you, lying awake at night, dreaming of you and calling your name. I know is too late to drag in the past but did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth, did I ask too much, more than a lot?

My days break and my mind aches when I think of you because I find all the words of kindness you once said and they still linger on me. There are times when all the things you said fill-up my head I can’t forget you. So please if you don't love me like I love you return the love you took from me. But if you cry at night the way I do; would you please let me know?

JPablo Marín.