Let Go

It’s been seven months already since we broke up last time; during this time I’ve had my up and downs, my good and bad moments, joy and sorrow. During this time I learned how to get by, how to live without you by my side, I started to dedicate more time for me and for all of those that have been walking by my side in every step that I’ve taken.

It was like when you move to another town, city, district or country; leaving old habits behind, letting some people go, get in touch with those that I left aside cause I was too busy trying to please someone that never saw who I really was, all that I did for you, everything that I’d given up for us to be together so we could be happy. Getting to know new people, new jobs, I started a diet and lost some weight, I´m smoking less than I did back then, I’ve been trying to smile more and cry less. I love you like I never loved anyone before but you’ve hurt me like no one else has, my love to you turned out to be my own graved and the worst part of it is that I helped you dig the hole and gave you the shovel to bury me.

It’s been so long since you poisoned me with the taste of your kisses, carved my skin with your caress, paralyzed my body with your sweat and made me hallucinate with the smell of your skin. I’ve been licking my wounds but your venom seems deeper. Now I wander around among the crowed looking for something to make me unravel the spider webs of my heart, cause since I don’t have you I feel like a part of me died or was taken from me the day that you left me last time; and what do you do when you know something is bad for you but you still can’t let go?

I was so naive all those times when you said that you loved me and then a few weeks later you were not sure about your feeling to me. Then you came back saying that I was the only one you loved, I was the only person that could understand you, support you, believe in you, the only one that made you complete cause without me nothing was the same again and that you tried to forget about me by being with other people though I was always on your mind. I believed in your lies many times cause your love was like candy… artificially sweat.

I was deceived by the wrapping, I was pray in your bed and you devoured me completely.

I hate to show that I’ve lost control because I keep coming back to the one thing that I need to get away from.

This, as always is my way to express you how I’m feeling, I should’ve known that I was used for amusement and that you simple couldn’t fake it anymore. I’m addicted to your allure and addicted to the way you used to look at me, the way you kissed me, hold me, talked to me, addicted to the way the you used to make love to me and satisfy all my needs, how tender you were and how we cuddle in bed together till we fell to sleep. I’m feigning for a cure that make me get you out of my head and heart.

There are many times in our lives when we want something so bad and it feels so right at the time; than when it comes the time to realize that it was all an illusion it’s hard to understand how can someone that promised you all the stars and the sky above is now pushing you away. I still crying over you every now and then, you keep coming back every once in awhile in my life just when I'm getting my strength back, when I’m smiling again, when my tears have dried and I’m beginning to have my inner peace.

The other day I saw you; I kept dancing and having a good time with my best friend. I pretended like nothing happened but I was devastated, I wanted to kiss you and just hold you in my arms like we use to.

Tears might fall from my eyes every time that I listen to a song that reminds me of you, when the night comes and I feel lonely and when I remember all the plans we made together; but I’m strong and I'm moving on, I’ve decided to close my heart to you and everyone else for that matter, it has been locked and the only one that holds that key now is me, I won’t open it till the day that I’ll get over you.

JP Marín B.

Vuelve

Frío como una estatua de sal

en un mausoleo de cristal

seco hasta los huesos por llorar

y muerto como puede estar

Tiberio en su guacal.

Todo en ruinas como el Partenón,

solo como terminó Colon,

pálido como una Mona Lisa,

amargado como un limón,

arrugado como acordeón.

Como la Esfinge cuando perdió

la nariz

como Alejandro Magno sin

su espada y sin su dardo,

como un pobre cristiano en

pleno Imperio Romano.

Busco algo que pueda contestar

porque estoy cansado de pensar

como es que transcurren los segundos

y yo sobrevivo este diluvio universal.

Sin más esfuerzo la explicación

aparece en un viejo cajón

y como en una sola fracción

vuelve a vivir y se viste de verde

el corazón.

(CORO)

Vuelve, vuelve

vuelve, vuelve,

que mi vida se desliza por un caño

que mis pies de estar

parados tienen callos

que no sé como decirte que

te extraño

y ya en éstas he pasado

mas de un año

Vuelve, vuelve,

vuelve, vuelve,

que mi barca se está

hundiendo en el lodo.

Que de angustia me he

mordido hasta los codos

que mi mundo esta vacío y

aburrido,

que me muero por tenerte

aquí conmigo.

Song By Shakira

Dedicado a quien escurrio todos los sueños y los deseos de mi alma; ya no quiero que vuelvas pero esta cancion te la dedique miles de veces en mi cabeza.
Espero que el karma se encargue de darte lo que te mereces.

The One That Got Away

Uhhh, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Would you spare a minute?

Give me a single chance

To look in your eyes

Let me hold your hands

I want to get close enough,

To read youUnderstand you

Open up your heart

Open up your mind

Nobody needs another stalker in your life

I'm only here to help you learn to love me,

To know me

CHORUS

I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away

I need a look that stunns ya, makes you wanna stay.

Don't wanna speak in case it comes out wrong

Don't wanna blink coz in a second you could be gone

I need a twist to turn this story round.

I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground

Meet me in the middle like I want you too.

I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through

Did ya see me staring

You caught my eye

Don't turn around

Don't walk away

The night is young, can we get together?

Got so many questions

Feelings I can't explain

We're worlds apart

I dont even know your name

I'm longing to give you my heart

CHORUS x1

Turn around, don't evaporate

Like you never came

Turn around don't be a ghost

Forever never there to haunt me.

Sliding doors.

They aren't just on trains

We're alone on a platform in the rain

Theres a chance

And it won't come again

Turn around your whole life has changed

CHORUS x1

Turn around, don't evaporate
Like you never came
Turn around don't be a ghost
Forever never there to haunt me.
Sliding doors.
They aren't just on trains
We're alone on a platform in the rain
Theres a chance
And it won't come again
Turn around your whole life has changed

I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away
I need a look that stunns ya, makes you wanna stay.
Don't wanna speak in case it comes out wrong
Don't wanna blink coz in a second you could be gone
I need a twist to turn this story round.
I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground
Meet me in the middle like I want you too.
I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through

Lyrics: Natasha Bedingfield

PS:
I know that you are still out there, I can feel you in my skin, in my bones. My body is calling yours and like I told you once...

"I am not giving up on you, on me, on us. Not going to give up on love. I’ll
be here waiting for you.."

You will not be the one that got away, I love you my beautiful stranger, wherever you are, this is for you.

Wanna piece of me?

Lately I’ve been checking lots of blogs, websites, magazines, TV news and even radio stations and they all have been talking about Ms. Spears like crazy!; of course that is not a surprise or nothing new for our princess since she is use to this since she was 17 years old. Do you remember the time when she was going in and out of rehab, almost dropped one of her babies, shaved her head, the incident on the VMA’s back in 2007? Everybody talked about it and even mentioned that it was the end of an era for Spears and tabloids attacked her with all they’ve got! Everyone talked shit about her; media did everything they could to put her down and didn’t stop for even one minute to see that Britney was going through a rough time in her life and we were about to witness the dead of one of the biggest stars in the world. In one of the episodes for TV show “South Park” they show us a bizarre parody about what happened to Britney for 2007 MTV’s VMA, the part that I liked about it is that it shows us how most of the people were responsible for what was happening to her; instead of trying to help her all people did was criticize every step she did.

Some artist and celebs raised their voices and went public about supporting Brit-Brit. One of them went to extra mile and offers our Cinderella to stay at his house in Central America, Costa Rica. She came to Costa Rica to try to relax and forget about all her problems but the paparazzi came all they way here to bother her and take pictures of her smoking, taking the sun, ridding an ATV and disturbed her peace.

I had the chance to meet Britney in one of her toughest times on her life and I am proud to say that I gave a little of support to her and bring her back to where she was, but the credit is totally for her, ‘cause she undusted her shoulders and picked herself up and decide to see the light again and that is just another reason for me to admire her and love her even more.

Back in the day the album “Blackout” was launched and included songs to get back to the media such as “Gimme More” and the VMA winner “Piece of me”. Almost a year later Britney releases her newest album name of “Circus” with a more mature beat and explicit lyrics to provide us with a great studio record, Her 1st single "Womanizer" sell thousands of copies on the first week, then Monalisa does it again with her seconds single with the same name of the album; "Circus" makes its way on top to the popularity charts and online downloads. Our princess is famous for always bringing a little spice to her music and this time she make us ask for more and more to finally make "If U Seek Amy" our biggest guilty pleasure. As soon as the name of the song was mention to be Britney's newest single all critics began and make a big deal about the song because the song can have a double meaning if you spell it out: "F.U.C.K-ME".

The princess does not resist the temptation and releases the video for the song and includes a part of a news-flash program and make a parody of it!
Hot, beautiful and naughty! That’s how Brit looks on that video, going from crazy party girl to sexy suburbs mom. To star this new chapter of her life our Toxic girl decides to bare it all out in a reality show of two hours for MTV called “Britney: For the record”. In this program the MTV cameras follow our diva everywhere she goes and asked her about the problems that she had to face in the past and how she pulled of her self out of it; we see a Britney changed for the circumstances of her actions and the lifestyle that was sucking her vitality, a very sensitive and honest Britney tells us about her career, her love life, her sons and career

Nowadays Britney Spears is in the top of her career once again media keeps talking about her, but this time most comments are positive, the rest of them are just absurd as usual. We the fans still support her just like the first day and even more than before, she keeps on surprising us with her great performances on tour and now she is also in control of her life and she can enjoy of her kids all the time and showed everybody that she is a great mom. Ms. Spears is here to stay and either you love her or you hate her but no-one is gonna stop her now. I am sure that we have a lot more to see from this princess and all I can tell you is to beware ‘cause that bitch is gonna keep on rocking our world! We love you Britney!

P.S: Every body is talking about Britney, but they not only talking about her they are also making covers for her music and I found this beautiful song by Bebo Normal call "Britney", I hope ya'll enjoy it, I also leave you a list of cover if you guys wanna check them out.

• Lily Allen - Womanizer
  
• The All-American Rejects - Womanizer
  
• Franz Ferdinand - Womanizer
  
• A Static Lullaby -Toxic
  
• Bowling For Soup - Baby One More Time
  
• Simple Plan - Baby one More Time
  
• Marilyn Manson - Baby One More Time
  
• Travis - Baby one More Time

JPablo Marín B.

Phonography

We're not so different
You and me
'Cause we both
Share our share of obscenities
And everybody's
Got some freaky tendencies
Hidden or admitted
'

Cause we all got needs
And I make no apologies (Huh-huh)
I'm into phonography (Huh-huh)
And I like my bluetooth, buttons comin' loose
I need my hands free (Huh-huh)
Then I let my mind roam (Huh-huh)
Playin' with my ringtone
He got service, I've got service
Baby, we can talk all night (Go)


Let's talk about biology
Make believe you're next to me
Phonography, phonography
Talk that sexy talk to me
Better make sure that the line is clean
Keep it confidential, you and me
Phonography, phonography
Dirty talk and call it phonography (Hey!)


I can follow
All your commands
But there will be no talk of
Adding you to my plan
I'll keep you connected
Long as you understand
That's how we should keep it
Mr. Telephone Man


And I make no apologies (Huh-huh)
I'm into phonography (Huh-huh)
And I like my bluetooth, buttons comin' loose
I need my hands free (Huh-huh)
Then I let my mind roam (Huh-huh)
Playin' with my ringtone
He got service, I've got service
Baby, we can talk all night (Go)


Let's talk about biology
Make believe you're next to me
Phonography, phonography
Talk that sexy talk to me
Better make sure that the line is clean
Keep it confidential, you and me
Phonography, phonography
Dirty talk and call it phonography (Hey!)


Baby, if you're not alone
Take me off speakerphone
What I'm 'bout to say right here
Is just for your ears to hear
If you need to
Hit me back, hit me back
I got a * 69
For that ass, for that ass (Go)


Let's talk about biology
Make believe you're next to me
Phonography, phonography
Talk that sexy talk to me
Better make sure that the line is clean
Keep it confidential, you and me
Phonography, phonography
Dirty talk and call it phonography (Hey!)


Phonography
Phonography(Go)

My Bday

Today is My 23rd Birthday and I am really thankful of living another year and be able to experience new things, meet new people and new opportinities. I wanna thank God 1st of all for being my strength and guidding every step I take. I also wanna thank my beautiful mom for always being there for me and watch over like my guardian angel; my friends for sharing their lives with me and holding my hand in the good and the bad times, I love you guys!


This Song Was dedicated to my by a very special friend of mine, thanks Ale!

"Birthday"

Roll out of bed, look in the mirror
And wonder who you are
Another year has come and gone

Today is your birthday
But it might be the last day of your life
What will you do if tomorrow it's all gone?

You won't be young forever
There's only a fraction to the sum
You won't be young foreverNor will anyone

So...

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?

Look at your life, you haven't got forever
And tell me what really matters
Is it the money and the fame?

Or how many people might eventually know your name?
But maybe you touch one life
And the world becomes a better place to be
Maybe you give their dreams another day
Another chance to be free

Happy birthday
Happy birthday

Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your, what do you want to do?
Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die?
Look at your life, it all comes back to you.


Song By: Cruxshadows.

Tú

Me enamore de alguien a quien nunca pensé poder amar del todo, de alguien completamente diferente a mí, de alguien que iba a llegar a marcar una pauta en mi vida…

Cuando te conocí estaba con el corazón roto y muy solo; tú estabas en el momento y el lugar indicado y solo con una sonrisa tú robaste mi atención e iluminaste esa noche un pedazo de mi corazón. Con el pasar del tiempo te fuiste quedando en mí y entraste en mi vida llenándola de luz y felicidad. Tu amor llego a hacer grandes cosas en mí y muchos de los cambios importantes que hice en ese tiempo fueron por ti, por lo que tú inspiraste en mí, porque siempre me dejaste ser quien era y confiaste en mí y en mi potencial.

Un solo beso tuyo me llenaba de tanta satisfacción, un abrazo tuyo me confortaba tanto, una mirada tuya podía iluminar mi alma o apagarla de un soplido. Hubieron muchos detalles tuyos que nunca nadie más los ha tenido con migo y nunca antes sentí tanto amor como lo sentí por ti.

Siempre soñé con despertar cada mañana junto a ti y mirar a tus ojos directamente y saber que no necesita nada más y que era completamente feliz, ir a dormir cada noche junto a ti y descansar mejor que nunca porque me sentiría seguro y resguardado, soñé con llegar del trabajo cada día cansado pero ansioso por que sabía que estarías ahí cuando llegara, soñé con construir una vida juntos. Sin embargo la vida me enseño una vez más que nuestras decisiones y planes no son siempre los mismos que nos depara el destino y que todo lo que había aprendido junto a ti seria para hacerme una persona más fuerte.

No quiero reclamarte nada mas, no quiero discutir tampoco…

Solo quiero agradecerte por haber sido tan especial en mi vida, por haber llenado un vacio que nadie más podrá llenar nunca más; por lo menos no de la misma manera, por haberme dejado entrar en tu vida muchas veces, por querer intentar desafiar al destino.

Esta es mi manera de decirte adiós para siempre, ya no me aferrare a un recuerdo y a una fantasía. Te dejare ir y me iré yo también; que la vida te llene de felicidad y prosperidad, que coseches todo lo que has sembrado hasta ahora.

Yo me iré a viajar con el viento por otro sendero…

JP Marín B.