Lost...

I thought that I had finally found what everyone is looking for but only a few people manage to achieve… the one person in the whole wide world that I was born to love forever, my soul mate, my compass and my true north.

The sad part is that we are no longer together and that you found another path to follow, a separate one from mine. They say that if you really love someone you have to let them go and that if they return is because you were meant to be together.
I’ve been trying to live a life without you and try to move on, but I’ve been feeling lost, incomplete and numb just like a walking body without a soul and these restless thoughts of you are driving me insane because you are on my mind every passing minute of the day, there’s all of these empty spaces, since everywhere I go I see your face in everyone; the ghost of you hunts me down even in my dreams just like my own shadow.

Every time I think of you I get chills up and down my spine, your absence is like a cold and rainy winter. You whisper on my head like a cold breeze, I can still fell your touch raining all over my body in every inch of my skin, there’s a huge group of black clouds on my sky, I feel blue all the time and I’m falling apart just like leaves fall off the trees.
Everything is silent, dark and very cold. When you left all my dreams, illusions and desires for living were washed away with all the tears that I’ve cried.

I’m lonely, I’m sad, I’m lost without you!



JPablo Marin.


08/24/07