Tell me when?

It’s been awhile now,
Things are not same as they used to be. You left me without a good reason,
Was our love not strong enough to handle to bumps on the road?
I see your face everywhere, I can still hear your voice in the back of my head and my pillows still smell like you even though I washed ‘em a million times already.
Please tell me when am I going to get over you!
Please tell me what have you done to me!
Because no matter how hard I try, I can’t keep my mind off you, your sweet kisses and your tender words are my bane
Please tell me when am I going to stop crying over you!
When would my heart heal from this wound that you left me the day you walked out of my life? (Is so deep that you can see right through it.)
I gave you everything and more, I gave myself completely to you and now I have nothing left, you took all that there was of me; there are not even the pieces to pick up and try to start over.
Please tell me when will I understand that you are not in my life anymore!
Please tell me when will I wake up from this eternal nightmare!
When would these memories stop hunting my calm and destroying my peace of mind?
I love you more than I could've ever imagined, I can’t believe that I will never kiss your lips again, touch your skin or smell the scent of your body.
Please tell me when would I erase from my mind the way that you used to look at me!
Time goes by so slowly when you think about the past and you try to re-live all those moments and memories, every single minute that you spent with that special someone; because letting go ain't that easy and is better holding on to something your familiar with than trying to explore new horizons that might bring you pain again.
I guess that in simple words all that I want to ask you is …
When would I let you go???


JPablo Marin.
8/16/07